Thursday, December 30, 2010

W.S. Merwin & Evolving Spirituality


More from and about our poet laureate. "In the 1980s and 1990s, Merwin's writing influence derived from his interest in Buddhist philosophy," so says an on-line biography. In the late 1970s he had moved to Hawaii where, for many years, he immersed himself in Buddhist practice, philosophy and spirituality, and a sense of stewardship toward the environment. But these three more recent poems suggest an evolving spirituality, coming full circle, perhaps, and reflecting more influence from his deistic spiritual foundations and those of his father, a Presbyterian minister. I can understand, even relate to that, but for me more in my middle years of life than the later ones. In the later years, it has been the earlier influences of the East and Middle East that have again demanded more understanding and integration into what I know and my ability to apprehend, to see, the whole more clearly.

But perhaps I reach too far, try to hard, to see or hear what I'd like to: something resembling or implying interdisciplinary, cultural and spiritual synthesis--and a broader, tiered sense of transcendence, incomplete without a view that turns both East and West with respect and sympathetic understanding. And it is also incomplete if it does not reconcile and integrate effectively the cultural and spiritual foundations of early experience and identity. They have to be reconciled and integrated with that larger synthesis that has been evolving in us over time--even if only to refute and disavow them, but the refutation and disavowal must satisfy, not only on an intellectual level, but on a spiritual and emotional level, too.

I think these poems suggest Merwin's spirituality has evolved in those directions (or has long been there), influenced by both his early and more current intuitions of deity, and if not Christ or more conventional notions of God, then something evolved from them, his meditations and contemplation. Let's read them and see what you think.

To The Gods*
When did you stop
telling us what we could believe
when did you take that one step
only one
above
all that
as once you stepped
out of each of the stories
about you one after the other
and out of whatever
we imagined we knew
of you
who were the light
to begin with
and all the darkness
at the same time
and the voice in them
calling crying
and the enormous answer
neither coming nor going
but too fast to hear
you let us believe
the names for you
whenever we heard them
you let us believe the stories
how death came to be
how the light happened
how the beginning began
you let us believe
all that
then you let us believe
that we had invented you
and that we no longer
believed in you
and that you were only stories
that we did not believe
you with no
moment for beginning
no place to end
one step above
all that
listen to us
wait
believe in us

To Finding Again*
Everything else must have changed
must be different
by the time you appear
more than ever the same
taking me by surprise
in my difference
my age
long after I had come
to the end
of believing in you
to the end of hope
which was not even
the first of the changes
when I imagined
that I was forgeting you
you did not even need memory
to remain there
letting the years vanish
the miles depart
nothing surprising in that
even longing
does not need memory
to know what to reach for
and nothing surprises you
who were always there
wherever that was
beyond belief

To Being Late*
Again again you are
the right time after all
not according to
however we planned it
unforeseen and yet
only too well known
mislaid horizon
where we come to ourselves
as though we had been expected
you are where it appears now
and will stay from now on
in its own good time
it was you we came to
in the first place
hearing voices around us
before we knew what they said
but you always surprise us
it is you that we
hurry to
while you go on waiting
to the end of space
and when we get to you
we stop and listen
trying to hear whether
you are still there
*from Present Company, poems by W.S. Merwin (2007)

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